My housemate is a geneticist and she plans to use her degree to create a goldfish sized whale.

Did she also consider a whale sized goldfish?


The concept was deemed terrifying.

Reblogged from Potential Destruction


Jon Gourley's notes SFAI’s 2012 MFA Exhibition

this is good



Jon Gourley's notes
SFAI’s 2012 MFA Exhibition

this is good

Reblogged from Gone.

When you are hurting, there will always be people who find a way to make it about themselves. If you break your wrist, they’ll complain about a sprained ankle. If you are sad, they’re sadder. If you’re asking for help, they’ll demand more attention.

Here is a fact: I was in a hospital and sobbing into my palms when a woman approached me and asked why I was making so much noise and I managed to stutter that my best friend shot himself in the head and now he was 100% certified dead and she made this little grunt and had the nerve to tell me, “Well now you made me sad.”

When you get angry, there are going to be people who ask you to shut up and sit down, and they’re not going to do it nicely. Theirs are the faces that turn bright red before you have a chance to finish your sentence. They won’t ask you to explain yourself. They’ll be mad that you’re mad and that will be their whole reason alone.

Here is a fact: I was in an alleyway a few weeks ago, stroking my friend’s back as she vomited fourteen tequila shots. “I hate men,” she wheezed as her sides heaved, “I hate all of them.”

I braided her hair so it wouldn’t get caught in the mess. I didn’t correct her and reply that she does in fact love her father and her little brother too, that there are strangers she has yet to meet that will be better for her than any of her shitty ex-boyfriends, that half of our group of friends identifies as male - I could hear each of her bruises in those words and I didn’t ask her to soften the blow when she was trying to buff them out of her skin. She doesn’t hate all men. She never did.

She had the misfortune to be overheard by a drunk guy in an ill-fitting suit, a boy trying to look like a man and leering down my dress as he stormed towards us. “Fuck you, lady,” he said, “Fuck you. Not all men are evil, you know.”

“Thanks,” I told him dryly, pulling on her hand, trying to get her inside again, “See you.”

He followed us. Wouldn’t stop shouting. How dare she get mad. How dare she was hurting. “It’s hard for me too!” he yowled after us. “With fuckers like you, how’s a guy supposed to live?”

Here’s a fact: my father is Cuban and my genes repeat his. Once one of my teachers looked at my heritage and said, “Your skin doesn’t look dirty enough to be a Mexican.”

When my cheeks grew pink and my tongue dried up, someone else in the classroom stood up. “You can’t say that,” he said, “That’s fucking racist. We could report you for that.”

Our teacher turned vicious. “You wanna fail this class? Go ahead. Report me. I was joking. It’s my word against yours. I hate kids like you. You think you’ve got all the power - you don’t. I do.”

Later that kid and I became close friends and we skipped class to do anything else and the two of us were lying on our backs staring up at the sky and as we talked about that moment, he sighed, “I hate white people.” His girlfriend is white and so is his mom. I reached out until my fingers were resting in the warmth of his palm.

He spoke up each time our teacher said something shitty. He failed the class. I stayed silent. I got the A but I wish that I didn’t.

Here is a fact: I think gender is a social construct and people that want to tell others what defines it just haven’t done their homework. I personally happen to have the luck of the draw and am the same gender as my sex, which basically just means society leaves me alone about this one particular thing.

Until I met Alex, who said he hated cis people. My throat closed up. I’m not good at confrontation. I avoided him because I didn’t want to bother him.

One day I was going on a walk and I found him behind our school, bleeding out of the side of his mouth. The only thing I really know is how to patch people up. He winced when the antibacterial cream went across his new wounds. “I hate cis people,” he said weakly.

I looked at him and pushed his hair back from his head. “I understand why you do.”

Here is a fact: anger is a secondary emotion. Anger is how people stop themselves from hurting. Anger is how people stop themselves by empathizing.

It is easy for the drunken man to be mad at my friend. If he says “Hey, fuck you, lady,” he doesn’t have to worry about what’s so wrong about men.

It’s easy for my teacher to fail the kids who speak up. If we’re just smart-ass students, it’s not his fault we fuck up.

It’s easy for me to hate Alex for labeling me as dangerous when I’ve never hurt someone a day in my life. But I’m safe in my skin and his life is at risk just by going to the bathroom. I understand why he says things like that. I finally do.

There’s a difference between the spread of hatred and the frustration of people who are hurting. The thing is, when you are broken, there will always be someone who says “I’m worse, stop talking.” There will always be people who are mad you’re trying to steal the attention. There will always be people who get mad at the same time as you do - they hate being challenged. It changes the rules.

I say I hate all Mondays but my sister was born on one and she’s the greatest joy I have ever known. I say I hate brown but it’s really just the word and how it turns your mouth down - the colour is my hair and my eyes and my favorite sweater. I say I hate pineapple but I still try it again every Easter, just to see if it stings less this year. It’s okay to be sad when you hear someone generalize a group you’re in. But instead of assuming they’re evil and filled with hatred, maybe ask them why they think that way - who knows, you might just end up with a new and kind friend.

By telling the oppressed that their anger is unjustified, you allow the oppression to continue. I know it’s hard to stay calm. I know it’s scary. But you’re coming from the safe place and they aren’t. Just please … Try to be more understanding. /// r.i.d (via inkskinned)
Reblogged from Radical.


Baby Pigs enjoying their presents

Vine by: Lana Duke

Reblogged from Because... Boomerangs.
Reblogged from Hysteric Moon


Tattooed my girls fingers. Healed Jesus from awhile ago. Bottom fingers not by me.

my, oOo my. the perfection.




Tattooed my girls fingers. Healed Jesus from awhile ago. Bottom fingers not by me.

my, oOo my. the perfection.
Reblogged from 18

Today has been one of the hardest scariest days of my life. 

I finally fell asleep around 2 am. 

I woke up at 345 am by my moms boyfriend saying “cierra, sweetheart,” and me freaking out not knowing who it was. 

Then we picked up my sister and we’ve been at the hospital going on almost 12 hours. We got here around 4:40 in the morning. 

She had  surgery on her brain to have a tumor removed. The tumor was putting pressure on her optic nerves and she was at risk of going blind from it. I went and saw her before they moved her into surgery. And once they did that I was super worried. 

To make it better, the fire alarm went off while we were waiting for her to get out of surgery. So naturally, I freaked out. 7 stories of this hospital, and somewhere in it is my unconscious sister with tubes up her nose potentially about to be engulfed in flames. So I ventured the hospital and found a security dude and asked him what happened and where. Apparently there was a fire in the kitchen, but it was handled.

Then in the waiting room a few minutes later, the dr. calls us on the phone. I’m freaking out, and no one can hear what he’s saying other than my mom.  He called to say that everything went super well.

She’s in ICU, but she’s doing quite well, just medicated and sleepy. 

I’m so so thankful that my prayers were answered and that she made it through everything okay. All I want is to hold her hand and stay back there with her, but I’m in the waiting room so that my parents can be there.

Just thanking God for all of the amazing things that he’s let happen today, and praying that it continues going smoothly.

At the hospital in the waiting room. Chelsea’s in pre-op to have surgery to get a brain tumor removed.

I’ve never been more scared in my life.

I’m hoping everything will go well. After the surgery, she’ll be in ICU for 3-5 days.

When your deeper sense of self is derived from Being, when you are free of “becoming” as a psychological need, neither your happiness nor your sense of self depends on the outcome, and so there is freedom from fear. You don’t seek permanency where it cannot be found: in the world of form, of gain and loss, birth and death. You don’t demand that situations, conditions, places, or people should make you happy, and then suffer when they don’t live up to your expectations.
— Eckhart Tolle (The Power of Now)
Reblogged from Will Power